Reflections From A Heart Preparing For Eternity

Soul reflections as life approaches the end and embraces a new beginning

Today is just another day. A day of a sinking heart and a waning spirit.

The heart wonders why it cannot just slip away like ether in to a new dawning of time and yet… and yet it is so hard to leave.

In the ebbing-away of life we remember once again the birth of our creation, when we entered the world clinging to a spiritual home and yet anticipating that we would forget, so as to experience the fullness of life.

We embraced the opportunity to feel laugher and joy, but also sadness and pain. We marched boldly into the experience of living.

Now it is time to let that go and it saddens our soul knowing that we can never pass this way again. It’s biding adieu to family and friends that have touched us in some deep tattoo of life, becoming an integral part of all that we are and all that we will ever be, in eternities dawning and endless time of reflection.

It is all for naught in some ways. This inane existence we have lived with wonder, fascination and pride. In the deepest recesses of my soul I have embraced the experiences that have been learnings for my energetic resonance and calibration.

No more will I pine and wonder about what I am missing, for I will know and grieve no more for my naivety on such things.

Home is not tangible and I flee there even as I walk on faltering feet. I do not find rest on the earth anymore but wander to and fro waiting for my time to simply depart, to sigh life’s last breath. To sleep the unhindered softness of an eye-opening sunrise. To once again be free of burden. To free others of the burden that I have become.

To find again the essence of perfection and the clarity of purpose.

I rest. I sleep. I dream. I arrive safely at death’s door to live again, complete and whole.